Wonderlove

Note: Do yourself a favor and please Google Timothy Bloom. I promise your ears and eyes won't regret it :).

*Sigh* 

I miss my other half, my best friend, my lover...I really do. When I first decided to move back with my parents to get myself together it was hard on us. It was really hard on me because he is really the only man that I've allowed myself to get so close to. Not just intimately but mentally. I miss our talks, I miss just lounging around the house, I miss cooking for each other, I miss our love sessions, but most of all I miss us.

We've been fighting a lot lately but have managed not to let those fights get the best us. I stick to that mantra. I detest going to bed angry or worried no matter how frustrated or angry he gets me. Sometimes I get scared because we are finally taking that step and moving in together (within the next two months) and I ask myself "Are you really ready?"

We've had extended sleepovers before but this time it's going to be the real deal. My heart tells me we'll be able to manage as long as we stay in our unique little world; loving each other only the way that the two of us can. We'll be okay. 

Strange Things=My Everyday Happenings

(Via National Geographic)

This morning's events that totally changed the direction of what I wanted to write today.

• After realizing that my phone was not blowing up with emails, I checked my phone and due to a screw-up of mine or T-Mobile; my phone service got disconnected. I blame T-Mobile. So after I handled that quickly because I just had this feeling I needed to take care of that ASAP. I went my booty back to sleep.
• While I'm sleeping/lucid dreaming. I realize that I having the same dream over and over in a matter of minutes. That dream involves the HR lady from my former job telling me that she just could not let me get away and that she found me an opportunity working for the sister company doing exactly what I wanted to do in the first place.
• Meanwhile my disoriented self is still worried about my damn emails. So I wake up and start messing with my blackberry and somewhere in between there and going back to sleep I miss THE call!!!! 
• I finally get my butt up and check my voice mail and just like that I have a job offer that I interviewed for sometime last October.
• I call the lady back and just like that I have another job. No interview just come to go get the package so I can take my drug test on Monday.

 What's even crazier is that when I call my hubba to tell him the good news. He responds with an "I know" because he had a feeling yesterday that I would find something. I'm so elated right now. I'm going to leave you  with this quote:

"All that we are is the result of what we have thought."- Buddha

A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words...No Really!

(via ) Moi

You know how you can look at something for so long and it begins to become something totally different from what you're looking at. The picture above is just part of scenery of my former place of employment. After years of looking at these damn coke machines I decided to take a picture simply because I didn't want to look at them anymore and to put the energy of optimism out in my environment. This was back in January and I don't miss these machines one bit.

So Yes! After almost 5 freaking years I finally quit and moved on to a place where I thought was perfect. Happy ending for me...ha! After a week of working at the place (which I shall not name due to respect), well actually after the second day. A deep rooted instinct told me "Ree, this is not the place for you." I can be a bit of a hard head at times due to pride. Who isn't?  So I decided to just ignore that feeling and try to learn the job the best I could. Thursday morning came and I just wasn't feeling it but I took my ass in there and by the end of the night I had my answer. I QUIT!!!! I emailed HR and my boss and told I was resigning from my position as of that day and I went to go pick up my check later that day. Yes, I quit in what is to be described as the toughest job market ever (I don't believe that hoopla), I never quit a job without giving a two weeks before. I got the balls to do it so I did it. It took me about a month or less to get that job so I am positive that I will find another one.

I not completely jobless either due to fact I went to ask if I could work one day for my old job. So I have 6 days out of the week to lolly gag around and job hunt and maybe finally give this blog the attention it deserves...maybe. I don't have anything to do so I probably will. 

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This is the back yard of my mum's house. I took this while peeping out of the blinds and thought it was cool because it reminded me of a setting you can find in a scary movie.

It's Finally Come...2011

 ( Pics of the 2010 Lunar Eclispe courtesy of Me)

2011 I've been waiting for you and so far 3 days in and you have not disappointed. From massive amounts of dead birds and fish to my new wave of consicousness I have a feeling this year can only get interesting. I'm looking forward to two big things this year:

• Moving in with my hubba finally
• New Job!!!!

Of course there's a few other miscellaneous big things I have planned up my sleeve which I will share later on in the year. Oh and not to forget my 365 project! This will be my first year doing one and hopefully I can commit to it because I have issues when it comes to committing to such things (ahem...this blog). I hope everyone is having a great 3 days into the new year so far!

Making Gravy Outta Grease

This ride called life takes you on ups and downs, quick stops and long stops and detours. I can't stand detours because they are so unexpected. You can plan something for ages and in a matter of seconds something can change your whole aspect on life and screw up your agenda. In a matter of two days I will know if this grand master plan I had before I've moved back in with my mom will come into affect or come crumbling down on my head. Yeah I know...that's life but the structural dynamic of my relationship is depending on this. So I'm hoping everything goes in my favor for once in my life.

I'm A Girly Girl...Sue Me!!!

Picture credit: Coastal Living

My boyfriend would just die if I wanted to decorate kitchen like this. I love anything feminine, sweet, vintage and just colorful. I'm almost there to having my own place again. I'm so excited to decorate it the way I want to; well at least the bedroom and kitchen. I have a bunch of posts still in drafts. I'm trying to figure out what to do with them. A promise is a promise even if it's only to myself.